Saturday, May 03, 2008

(Yang terhormat) RI 1 dan RI 2

Tadi pagi baru liat Pak JK di TV, tapi beritanya apa lupa. Hehe. Begini nih, anak muda jaman sekarang, males banget liat berita di TV ato dimana pun (gue maksudnya, tau yang laen). Ehm... abis itu, siang2 mo cari sesuap nasi, di angkot ada beberapa ibu2 yg bertanya kenapa ada minimal satu polisi di tiap2 gang, ternyata ibu yang laennya tau. Katanya di Bumi Sangkuraiang (ato Arjuna, ya, pokonamah diatas aja) ada resepsi keluarganya JK, ntah JKnya langsung ato kerabat...

Ternyata, gosip itu benar. Beberapa saat yang lau, motor2 dan mobil2 yg py sirine (ato sirene?) mondar-mandir diikuti dengan beberapa mobil yg pasang sen dua2nya (gue ga tau namanya apa). Siapakah yang dikawal??? Sepertinya duo RI itu. Mengapa sepertinya? Karena platnya kurang keliatan dari atas sini (ato mataku nyang emang rabun, ya??? Sutralah), tapi menurut sumber perkataan dan perilaku, 90 persen, mobil2 tersubut adalah mobil2 dengan plat RI 1 dan RI 2 (yg dari sudut pandang gue keliatannya sebagai B 1 dan B 2... Wah, mata yg aneh...)

Menarik melihat peristiwa tersebut... Semua orang yang lagi jalan berhenti di tempat. Beberapa dengan posisi siap, termasuk ada anak yang bener2 melakukan posisi hormat waktu SBY lewat, yang lain, ya, santai aja. Jadi inget waktu maen MB di istana. Kalo gak salah, ada latiannya juga untuk ngehormatin presiden yang bakal lewat. Padahal waktu itu lagi asik2 makan snack... Awalnya kirain mang Ibu Mega lewat, tapi ternyata latian doang. yang ada gue ma temen2 gue heran. Ehm... ntah itu latian ato ngehormatin yg laen. ga ngerti juga... :p

Semuanya membawa gue ke satu memori yang bener2 ga bisa gue lupain ttg Pak SBY... Waktu itu PSM diundang kedutaan AS (yang bisa dibilang diundang AS juga, hehe) buat nyanyiin lagu kebangsaan Indonesia Raya dan juga lagu kebangsaannya mereka, Star Spangled Banner. Wess... bangga banget. Pake baju daerah dan bener2 ACARA NEGARA (emang seh baru yg ke2 setelah MB di istana, tapi tetep bangga karena ga semua bisa dapet kesempatan gini). Ada pejabat2 dari kedua belah pihak, tentu aja gue taunya banyak nyang dari Indonesia, selain duta besar AS waktu itu (itu juga namanya lupa, tapi ramah banget!!!). Ada Sutiyoso (Ehm, padahal ada kesempatan buat nanya PBSI ma dia eh, keduluan ma nyang laen, nyang lebih tinggi pangkatnya, alias orang besar lain), Hasan Wirayuda (yang ini lebih lucu lagi, dari atas panggung gue kira dia temen bokap gue ato sapa gitu yang gue dah pernah kenalan secara langsung... sumpah, sok kenal banget ya gue??? hehehe), trus... aduh lupa, yang punya Metro TV, artis2 juga banyak, Nia Dinata, Nicolas Saputra, ampe katanya ada yg liat Julia Perez, tapi tau bener ato nggak, dulu tau ada makhluk yg namanya JuPe aja nggak, ada juga temen gue, namanya Juvia, dipanggilnya Jupe... Juviaaaaaaaa... kamu kemana??? Semua itu dicari sewaktu kami dipajang di panggung (litterally)... sebelum menyanyikan lagu2 tersebut.

Nah... sebelum mulai, tiba2 crowd yang ada di depan kita dibagi menjadi 2... dengan pengawal2 yang memisahkan mereka... dan beberapa saat kemudian... datanglah satu rombongan dengan seorang dari antara mereka yang paling mencolok yang tidak lain adalah... SBY... Wow... auranya langsung memancar dari badannya yang tegap. Ntah kenapa tapi, sampe sekarang gue tetap menganggap beliau adalah salah satu presiden terbaik yang pernah dimiliki Indonesia. Well... pernah bikin salah? Pastinya. Namanya juga manusia... ga ada yang sempurna, pasti adaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aja yang salah, niat baik aja kadang2 jadi salah. Banyak yang demo karena kebijakan yang dianggap salah dan ga bisa membawa Indonesia kesuatu tahap yang lebih baik ato apapunlah... Ya sudahlah... Namanya negara, ga bisa diperbaiki cuma dalam 1 periode kepemimpinan, apalagi sebulan dua bulan. Ada2 aja... Eh, tapi bukan berarti gue ga ngedukung demo loh... kecuali demo2 yang gak penting, yang vandal, yang rusuh, yg ngerusak... Teman2... demo yg kaya gini malah bikin masalah tambah runyam... Tujuan demo buat didenger dan cari solusi, yang ada malah bikin masalah baru... Jadi, hati2 loh.

Ya sudahlah... Inti dari tulisan ini... Gue sadar sampe sekarang gue masih tetap pendukung SBY-JK... dan gue iri ma anak tadi yang hormat dan di-dadah-in ma yang ada di dalem mobil RI 1 (kalo bener RI 1)... Huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... aku juga mau di-dadah-in ma Ibu Any... :( Hehe... selamat berjuang Bapak-Bapak yang terhormat. Kupercayakan Indonesia kedalam tangan kalian... Buat Ibu-Ibunya... dukung Bapak-Bapak, ya, Bu... :)

Terima Kasih... :)

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

FoR OnCe

For once

there's no doubt

hanging around in my mind

For once

the whole burden that I'm scared about

is no longer there

For once

I feel like i'm doing the right thing in my life

For once

finally I can put a very wide smile

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Angry with the Anger

Sitting here
Quiet
and mind wandering...
What am I doing here?
Just sitting
Quiet
and mind wandering...
What to do
with the anger
that slips through my finger
through my skin
through my mind...

Friday, February 22, 2008

"Aku benci dirimu"

Those are your very last words to me. Maybe you can say whatever you want to say. I deserve it. I deserve all your anger towards myself. I even hate myself for this.
Damn... I miss you, you know. But, sorry... it really has to end.

A night at a time...

Another day came by without you

I guess I'll be okay

Sorry for all the things I've done to you

I really didn't mean to hurt you

It wasn't because of you

It definitely has nothing to do with you

It's just me who doesn't feel the way you feel

It was just me who felt too scared to face anything

To step forward...

To be honest, even to myself

Sorry...

I'm sure you'll be okay...

Goodbye...

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Have I Made the Right Decision?

When everybody still loved up after the valentine's day, here I am thinking if I made the right decision already by saying goodbye to him...
Many things have happened to us, the good, the bad, the in betweens, one thing led to another. So many reasons and explainations but yet s...
I still have doubts although at the same time I strongly believe that this is the best for both of us... plus, I still have butterflies flying around in my stomach...
Is it the way you feel when you make a right decision? Or it's the wrong one?
Oh dear Lord... please help me make it through each night...

The RAin Just Pour...

I know you've seen the rain before, but there was something different about this one... Money Rain??? Nope, I mean, it's just the rain, water kinda rain, but, it came so suddenly. Just like that and it was straightly a heavy rain...
Gosh, ehm, I don't actually know what I'm talking about...
Sorry...
Peace y'all...
PS. Rihanna's Umbrella should be more popular by now... :)

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Why Can't I?

Gosh... I'm hating myself right now... Why can't I just kill that f***ing b***h? She's really getting annoying each and everyday... Gosh... I can't stop cursing myself right now. I never thought that kind of girl is actually exist... A girl who puts money and everything above it all...

Gosh!!!

I am sick!!!

Saturday, February 09, 2008

Maybe, I wish...

I wish everything could go as simple as that, just like a snap of your fingers and everything could go your way, but unfortunately... the answer just has to be 'no'. Although it doesn't mean that there's no way at all, but still... sometimes it just harder than it seems...

But why? Why couldn't it be the way that I want?

I keep asking why, why , why and why to myself. I'm great in giving people answers, but I can't give any answer to my own question... So sad...

I wish i could be a more open person than I am today. Well, in fact, I don't think I'm that open anyway, maybe not even to myself. Sometimes I find it hard to understand the way I feel inside, or maybe just scared to look deep into my heart... to finally realize that it is what it is... and when I do... all just too little too late... or so I thought...

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Easy... Hard... Definitely hard...

I am one of those girls who can easily fall in love... But at the same moment, I am one of those girls who's hard to be in love and love someone as a whole... But after I do in love with them... I am one of those girls who's definitely hard to forget the one that I once love...
What kind of girl am I?
It it a crime?
Is it right to call myself a woman now?
Why do I even ask that question???
Foolish!!!
Proud to be one, I guess... :(

Why Does It Have To Be This Way???

Love and to love is more complicated than I thought it would be... Something has always get in the way... There's always something wrong in it. I know that I'm not supposed to expect for something perfect or whatsoever you wanna call it, but still...
I wish there's a less difficult way to love and to be loved...
I wish... only wishes...
I always say that I want to love someone in a whole, not parts. But when I think I could love him as a whole, not parts (since he's waaaaaay beyond the man of my dream), there's just something in between... Something that I'm sure cannot be fix, at least cannot be fix with my way... or this soon...
And when I'm ready to love someone as a whole, when I'm ready to love him back... the chance to love just slipped through my bloody frickin vein or whatever...
Oh... life... love... leaf... as in a clover... now I don't want to be left alone...

Monday, January 07, 2008

Hello... hello... :)

Finally...
I managed to create a real blog here... a bit late (maybe more), but hey... better late than never, rite...
Anyway... Ehm... Just want to say hi to everyone here and...
by the way... again... you can request me for some songs, since I downloaded some songs here as well... so...
I'll wait...
Catcha later...

Thursday, December 27, 2007

MaYbE I ShOuLd...

Maybe I should say nothing at all since I always seem to say wrong things to anybody. Maybe I should just be a careless person, the one who cares for nothing, including herself nor the people she loves. Maybe I should just nod all the way or being the number one of the most ignorant person of all. Maybe I should be all of the above if those were the things that can make the people, that I love, happy...


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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Merry F***ing Christmas...

Why does it have to be me?Everytime...In the middle of family quarell,I have to step up and put my very f***ing best grin.I mean,I'm glad to do it,but getting tired of it...Tiring if it didnt get better,at all.Why do they don't even want to try,a bit...just a tiny little bit.Everything goes wrong in every one's eyes now.Everybody hates each other deep inside.Now,this is what you call Merry F***ing Christmas...


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Saturday, October 13, 2007

JuDgEmEnT DaY

Life is not about judge or being judge.Why do people always care about judging people.Are they already perfect themselves so they are given the priviledge to judge others?Eventhough they dont know them well?Is that fair?Call me resentful or whatever you like,but this is me.I might not be proud of me yet,but I feel comfy about me.I'd like to stay this way.For now...or forever...



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Thursday, October 11, 2007

AnOTheR FrEaKinG ThiNG...

Okay...it's obvious,he's out of reach.At least for now.. But still...Well,you know what???I dont know!!!



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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

#1 CriMiNaL

How hard it is to accept someone the way they are.Why do I find it hard at times...There's sometimes something that comes from that person that bothes me but I found it hard to tell that person.Is that a crime?When it happens,what I need is some time off,although sometimes more.Is that a crime.Gosh,I think it already makes me a number one criminal...


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WoNdEr...JusT WonDeR...

It's lovely when everybody likes you.Although in fact,it's absolutely impossible to have everybody to love you as in fact you cannot please everybody at the same time.I'm actually happy today since I made all of my friends,who heard my jokes,laugh their a** off.While at times I fear that they might not like me anymore.Well,I've been dumped by some of ex friends for no reason at all.Thats why I'm scared at times...



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JaYWaLkiNg's FuN,iSn'T iT?

I walked across the street for times now and at some times I think I almost got hit by those cars...Yet I'm still survive.Although I promise to be more careful,but I break the promise yet again...Sometimes I think,what if I reall got hit at one time?Would that be scary?Well,I dont think I want to find out,though...Dont bother...



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